grasping for air...

A calvacade of worries is parading in my head again.Seems like it knows no halt.The same old issues.Indecisive.Plus,Denise kinda annoy the hell out of me.Rejected me not once not twice but nineth time for a date.Sedih.But forgiven lah.At least i can comprehend Daniel's frustration when im having exams previously.Sigh,as i realised the fact that im a loner,a bitter one,im 'enjoying this holiday alone'. Great...i realised the bumpy truth that i dont have many close friends,in fact this veracity surfaces whenever im bored.No one in my contact list can be my possible hang out buddy.Either they are much as strangers to me,or they/me dont give a shyte on each other.It kinda infuriates the hell out of me when i somehow found out that im not invited to some parties or whatsoever events or gathering,just because they will come out with a conclusion that i dont bother to show up.Well,read up on courtesy people~Yea same goes to that dumb perception of me being arrogant and cocky.Being a little introvert does not deviate you to the pretentious side.I just dont socialise as much as some loud ppl do * roll eyes*. Baseless notions such as these picture me as someone rude too.Kudos =) to these people who dont know me well.

Plus,there are some lame people...who wants to get to know me by using the most irritatible way.They keep asking you out when they obviously know you dont want too.They keep rushing you to set a date to meet them when you told them multiple times you are unsure.I dont know how to put them down in words,but the way they insist on knowing me more is downright annoyance.If only they can channel their 'spunky' personality and perseverance on keeping the world green,how much the world would be a better place.
Anyway Xmas is near,hopefully its as merry as we all hope for.Cheers.

Hong Kong trip ' 08

On 11th of November i flew to HK with my family to visit my cousin and the extended HK relatives again.It was definitely a very enjoyable trip.Its all about train-taking,walking,shopping and dining in fancy restaurants.I am keeping this post brief,because Denise wants it to be so =(. Afraid i might bore u guys. From Tung Chung to Lamtin,we went almost everywhere worth shopping.We only went to two tourist spots,namely Disneyland and the Peak,and for the rest of our remaing trip,its all about shopping and me against time to spend money,muahaha. Disneyland in HK was surprisingly fun,maybe because i have never been to any one of them until HK. Definitely will go again.

Thanks to Lisa and family for your warmth and hospitality.To view more pictures of me and my family,you can visit http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=69341&l=b7239&id=556301959

Beethoven Virus

Watching Beethoven Virus,the recent popular k-drama, it somehow reminds me of Nodame C. live action (the Japanese version of the series depicting on orchestra play).Maybe one is inspired by the other? Both have similar characters in their version,a stuck-up orchestra conductor/maestro whc then eventually takes up the responsibility to conduct a bunch of ...not so professional players.In doing so,the conductor has grown fond towards them and ultimately,build a strong bond among the players.In Beethoven Virus,the conductor (Kang Gun Woo) is an elite workaholic in 40's whc earned himself a kinda bad reputation for his downright snobbish attitude,self-centred and stubborn personality.Sarcastic remarks and criticism from him are nothing surprising.Sounds familiar? (ring a bell? Chiaki senpai from Nodame.C? Hmmm,i wonder ).In Beethoven V,however has more drama to it,where the conductor meet Du ru Mi,the female violinist who later suffers from hearing impairment.Another protagonist shares the same name with the conductor in this series with his talents that are forced to be reckon with.

Jang Geun Suk as the talented trumpet player XD

The violinist,the talented trumpet player and the conductor ,together,forms a love triangle.Haha,hey come on lah,its korean drama,u should expect DRAMA right...As compared to Nodame C. (the japanese series), its less tense and deviates more to the humor side.More animated gestures,expressions and effects are shown in Nodame.All in all,both are not bad at all to watch, if ya have tht much of free time (like me) =)

~Ini kerja orang bosan~ =D

Right back at ya XD

Friends do not let friends drink alone.

Say hi to pink dino~

Bon Voyage?

I've always wanted to go overseas.When mum asked me today whats holding me back and why am i still procrastinating in giving them a confirmation ,and also to the university,i found myself only to be still stifled in the state of denial.Many things are holding me back. All rooted from fear,i must admit.
Jacko WaCko.Departed to Newcastle.

Manmeet.Departed to Russia.
Harveena,far right.Departed to Australia.

Anais.Departed to UK.

Miss u guys =(

morality...sanity...im just bored.

Oh dear lord,when will i find long winded elations of my life or at least walk me through a path of abortive sorrows.Closed out my interest in multiple worries.Shed lights on my resltess soul. Hmmm,im bored.

Seems that boredom do physco a person out *blinks*.Ah well, realising i have not register let alone prepare for IELTS while time is (sorta) against me,i choose to ignore it for a moment.Gee...

Boredom,hehehee.It was the kind of time in my life when something happens to nudge its morality from its resting place and make it bubble to the surface and float for a while.At least from my definition of morality.Morality in sense of alot of arguing with my /the significant others,which lead to break ups or otherwise a good dose of sexs.Yea,this is how i epitomise the beauty of my holidayyyyy.But all these were so last year.Ok,maybe last few years.It always seems like a cycle,a relentless pathway with no halt.Yet,i do admit i love the bitter joy,a little.Bear in mind (morality = sanity).

Im writing this post,not in a heartbroken state and no,to begin with,im not going through any break ups.Haha,im just simply bored.Recounting history.Not that there are recurrent histories of bittersweet puppy love of mine.Im just plain bloody bored.Recalling the experiences i've gone through.Little events,ordinary things can turn ugly which are then pivoted to be smashed and reconstituted.And you are imbued with new meaning towards love.

Im writing this because i saw a mirror image of myself through my friend's eyes.Making excuses to love someone is rather foolish.Hope things go well between him n his partner.

~~~I MISS MY ONE AND ONLY PUI YEE AS FOR NOW~~~love love love.

Time Out

When everyone asks how things were lately, I always reply that it has been a hellish week. Indeed, it has. As if things weren’t bad enough for my dad, the lecturers seemed to think this week’s fengshui was really suited for examinations and assignment due dates. So, basically I spent the entire week rushing assignments and studying last minute for tests. Every night I sorted through the tutorial questions which I never got the time to attempt, and the next morning I’ll find myself looking at the tutor in expectant of answers. And mind you, things have been this way for most subjects for the past few weeks.

To make up for like 3 public holidays, at least 4 of our blissful Saturdays were snatched from us, scheduled with replacement lectures. Not to mention those hours of staying back on other weekdays for replacement tutorials. If you think about it seriously, it’s not really worth it.

One thing’s for sure, I’m glad that it’s finally weekend. Dad’s just got discharged on Friday, looking okay at the moment. We’re trying to eat healthy now. Less oil, less salt, less meat. More fish, more vege, and more fruits. I’ll take some time to adjust to it. But I have absolutely no prob with more fruits. Love them. And I’ve got different choices of combinations every day. Thanks to friends and family who visited Dad. =D

Anyway, I shud b getting ready to d old frens gathering now at the uSual place. When I hav a car to drive, first thing I'd do is chAnge the gathering location.
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