领悟

从以前就一直觉得自己的心理比同龄的朋友早熟，所以感觉上这几年在心境的方面都没有怎样变化和成长。但如果真要说一个不同之处的话，就是我更能体会：
放开，不强求。

要来的，挡也挡不住
要走的，挽也挽不回

（当然前提是在曾经努力过之后。要是都没尝试过就放弃，也太对不住自己了）

所以还是那句： 世事无常，珍惜此刻所拥有的。

人是善忘的

Humans are forgetful.

Just reached home on Wednesday night. Went to visit grandma straight from airport. People who change the most within a short time span are children and the elderly. Before I left for UK, she was suddenly looking a lot better. Now she has returned to looking thin and sullen.

But I thank God that all of my family members are okay while I’m gone.

It is kinda weird how things will just fall back into place when I reach home. Aside from the slight foreign feeling I had when I took my first step into the house, everything else just felt the same afterwards. I do the same things at the same spot, in the same sequence as I always had. I know 4 months aren’t that long a time to be away from home. Yet, it almost felt like I never left home.

If not for the fact that I am still jet-lagged and with tons of photos to arrange, I might forget that I’ve actually gone through those days:
stressful weekly presentations, weekend day trips, cooking and laundry, assignments, staring at the sky from my big window, preparing for finals, missing home, packing for trips (hate packing, but am now a pro in stuffing things into my luggage *wink*), be actually on trip in Europe and Scotland, relaxingly strolling in London, and looking forward to going home.

It was a busy but well-spent four months. Many first-time experiences and a lot of memories created.

But now, I’m home. =)

Got tons of photos to go through… will upload them soon before the memories fade. This way, I can look back and recall with better clarity in future.

Kimyen, thank you for accompanying me for an entire month throughout our trips.
Couldn’t ask for a better roommate than your best friend for almost 10 years. =)

熊猫一只

累的时候，告诉自己，
没关系
加油！!

因为...

能者一向都多劳的！

哈哈哈


而且
当老师从批评到称赞的那一刻

心底所感到的自豪
并不是每个人都能感受到的


尽力做到最好
只为过自己的那关 =)

终于可以好好睡觉了...

Elo

long time no update my blog

too busy doing assignments / presentations / study for test

and laze around when i'm not

so hello =)

Ever since I'm here

I've stayed awake until sunrise quite a few times already


sky turns light when it's about 4am+


dawn




waffles and horlick for breakfast ^^



Love my window view in the morning and late at night

afternoon too hot lol. direct sunlight.





tak sangka already 2 months!!

next month finals and my semester will be over omg.

still

alot has to be done...

just thinking bout it makes me feel lazy hahaha

ps: the way he catches the guitar is like it's so light and easy. haha.

Seriously, I gave up on life.

stressed

Im soooo frustrated with myself beyond any point of resentment

I can't be a teacher

'Cause i can't stand it when people doesn't respond to me.

I mean, if you can't understand something or didn't hear it clearly the first time (trust me I do that all the time), you can always ask the person to repeat it.
Don't stand there like you didn't hear anything and let the other party wait.
Don't stutter like a broken record trying to get your point through. (and still fail in that attempt)

I'm sorry I get impatient when I'm stressed, but I don't sympathize when I sense that you're not meaning well.
If you don't like something, speak up and suggest a better idea or alternative.
We should always focus on problems at hand, not on the people.
Don't go ambiguous on me by saying "I dunno" when I ask for your opinion, and then secretly dislike me for doing something.
And not once or twice, but quite a few times d.

Contrary to what you may think, i can sense your dissatisfaction when you talk. So why is it so difficult to come up straight and tell me what you think, instead of bottling in every time I ask, then later be grumpy about it and dump your negativity on me?
At least I try. Can't say the same for you.

Gosh I seriously prefer straightforwardness and and honesty over ambiguity in relationships.

(this makes me more empathetic towards those guys who have no idea what some girls are thinking hahahaha. well only in certain cases lah. Some of the guys are just plain insensitive xD)

I don’t get angry often. It takes a lot to get me more than mildly annoyed. ‘Cause I don’t get angry with strangers/acquaintances/people who are unimportant to me.
They’re not important enough to spoil my mood. I usually just stay away. Maintain my distance. But there are some instances where I can't maintain distance and have to deal with some people I don't really like on a regular basis.
So.

Let's focus on positive.
Luckily you're not my groupmate.
Luckily you're not my roommate.

Lalalala.... we should forget what is unimportant.
I should stock up on more cookies. Running out fast. lol.

and something is wrong with my mouse's left click.,..