In a state of high neuronal firing rate , I've found myself pressing the enter key, selecting 'Pay Now'.There it goes, saving my itinerary.
By far, this is the most daring thing I have ever done.Yes, my life is relatively mundane when you found out what I've just did (might not be as 'death defying' as u've been expected)
I travelled to Oamaru, Timaru and now,I'm still currently in Wellington.Im flying off back to Dunedin in the next two days.But the next three days I will be flying off to Auckland again. ~~OMFG~~
And the funny thing is, I know noone there. It will be my first backpacking journey. A journey I sure hope is pleasantly memorable.
Pray for me ;)
Ps: Its funny how I get myself into deepshyte like this when Im not thinking right/stressed XP
Saturday, June 26, 2010
OMG im sooo indecisive...
aaahhh i cant decide whether to fly to auckland or not ... ><>< prices are peaking already...n not much time is left
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
...man was i soooo mad that my energy vibe is harnessed through my whole flat to the extent of my flatmates are like living in fear...of me.
to be continued.
to be continued.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
To Freeze That Instant Moment
Don’t know why, but I think I’m someone who gets lonely, at certain times. Like, when I’m emotionally weak and nobody is around to talk to. Everyone gets that. It’s just the matter of how they deal with it.
At these times, often, my best way to channel out my feelings is by writing it down. Blogs just aren’t the same. I like to write, to feel my inner thoughts pouring out from the tip of the pencil, to listen to the sounds of words being scratched onto the papers, until the pages are full with my own handwriting, and keep going on till my hand feels slightly sore. I’m sure some people would understand what I mean. Keyboard and monitor just doesn’t give you the same level of satisfaction. Haha… not to mention blogs are meant to be open to readers. It’s like exposing a part of you that’s normally hidden from view from others.
But the reason blogging is popular, I think, is exactly that. Everyone hopes to be understood, at least, by a few certain people. To be known more, and to be accepted (to some extent?).
Though preferring papers over computers, I think diary is too bothersome to maintain. But I do have a nice little book for this purpose. It’s really thin, you know, to keep me from feeling the pressure to fill its pages. Haha…
Please don’t attempt to read by zooming in btw. But anyhow it’s in Chinese and the photo quality is quite bad. Hahaha, so most of you couldn’t read it anyway. =P
At these times, often, my best way to channel out my feelings is by writing it down. Blogs just aren’t the same. I like to write, to feel my inner thoughts pouring out from the tip of the pencil, to listen to the sounds of words being scratched onto the papers, until the pages are full with my own handwriting, and keep going on till my hand feels slightly sore. I’m sure some people would understand what I mean. Keyboard and monitor just doesn’t give you the same level of satisfaction. Haha… not to mention blogs are meant to be open to readers. It’s like exposing a part of you that’s normally hidden from view from others.
But the reason blogging is popular, I think, is exactly that. Everyone hopes to be understood, at least, by a few certain people. To be known more, and to be accepted (to some extent?).
Though preferring papers over computers, I think diary is too bothersome to maintain. But I do have a nice little book for this purpose. It’s really thin, you know, to keep me from feeling the pressure to fill its pages. Haha…
Please don’t attempt to read by zooming in btw. But anyhow it’s in Chinese and the photo quality is quite bad. Hahaha, so most of you couldn’t read it anyway. =P
Anyway I'm just blabbering now 'cause no one is around. Where have all the people gone to? Lol.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Is the only way of succeeding is done only by some underlying sorts of betrayal? Is being evil the only way to cheat your way through life?
I bet that there will be alot of answers protesting against these statements.But they are spoken words,merely.Far opposite from what myself have witness.
If your intention is to hurt me, you are doing it perfectly right.Right on note.
Now I know the feeling that EVERYONE is an ACTOR.Life is just another form of staged play.You can never trust anyone.
Learn your lesson already,Edmund.It hurts getting betrayed and bitched.
Be a bitch to ya,be even a bigger bitch to them.
I bet that there will be alot of answers protesting against these statements.But they are spoken words,merely.Far opposite from what myself have witness.
If your intention is to hurt me, you are doing it perfectly right.Right on note.
Now I know the feeling that EVERYONE is an ACTOR.Life is just another form of staged play.You can never trust anyone.
Learn your lesson already,Edmund.It hurts getting betrayed and bitched.
Be a bitch to ya,be even a bigger bitch to them.