I'm a happy girl!

Haha... a fruitful shopping spree and having a well deserved holiday do this to people. ^^

PAISEH-nya!!!

Hmm...nothing...

Anyway....

Finally, three months and a week of internship is finally over! =D

Fuh~ I can now breathe a sigh of relief. Actually starting from the last two weeks, I’ve been counting down with my friends. Haha… and my last week there is certainly not boring than before the tax deadline, if not more interesting.

On the last few days, first I got food poison because of a mere few pieces of roti jala + curry chicken. Don’t ask me why, ‘cause the rest of the gang ate it too and nobody but me had any problem with it. After (finally) being able to utilize my one day per month of MC, (although not as happy as I thought I would be), I then went back to work. Before this, all of us interns thought our lives would be easier and more relaxing after the tax filing deadline ends at 30th April. Well, no such luck pals. Work’s still keep coming till literally the last minute, 5:32pm on our last day. Till we say that we needa do clearance and return our IDs and laptops.

But it was also on our last two day that we got to interact more on a personal basis with the seniors. Had our self-organized farewell dinner with all the interns and few of the seniors at Chilies on the last day. I only regretted that I have to suppress my laughter the entire night due to a mysterious pang of pain at my ribcage and a bloated stomach (due to Chilies’ super large portions). It was superb. =D (despite i looked ugly in the candid photos, but nvm)

And if I have to summarize the gist of last three months into few words, I would pick: Exhausting and Good experience. I have learnt a lot, and most important of them being the skills to deal with people and the right attitude at work.

The last three months have not been a waste of energy and it’s way better than wasted lazing at home and being couch (or computer chair) potato.

And cheers to meeting my new good friends. =)

The truth hurts...

Im a person full of hatred.Just because I hold onto my own equation of quantifying oneself in the worth of self integrity. I will continue to remind myself that Im battling within myself, not just with them, so that I wont lose easily to this war.

Dignity

Yep, that’s one word you remind me of.

I might not be perfect, far from it. But I do have some self dignity.
If I am mistaken, prove me wrong. Else, staying away might be a better option.

Better now than later, right?

injustice

i had my 2nd emotional breakdown just now,to date since I've arrived in Dnd

Camera,roll and... action!

Staring blankly at my table clock,my vision slowly deemed into opaque.The hands of the clock remind me so much of pyrazine and then slowly evolved to imide.I rubbed my eyes and it looked so much like a sulfomyl group.
Man, I have two tests tommorow, and an interview/act. And Im nowhere near to stress, its so bad. I keep pushing myself to read the same materials again and again...but most of the time,Im just distracted.My reticular formation activites must have been reduced aye...
In the state of...i-dont-give a shyte on-anything-at-all, judging that I've always been in an endless cycle of arguments with my flatmates, and studied 'relatively' harder than some other BUT scoring lower marks...just kick me off the curb down to the pathetic valley.That's why Im allowed to take some time off now (as always) to procrastinate XP
I can keep complaining but I chose not to.Just because I can,hahaha (no lah...too tired actually).
Btw, I have a role playing tommorw as well, much described by this post's heading.I didnt rehearse my lines at all...it's supposed to be spontaneous anyway,So I just hope that I wont be that nervous,nervous enough to fcuk up my lines.XD And and and and I do hope I dont look effing ugly and retarded on cam.Euw.
Anyhow, wish me luck =)

Lack of Foresight

Sometimes I think I'm such a dum-dum, for being so honest and put my internship completion date at 8th May instead of 30th April. Most of my friends have the sense enough to think bout the rest they could (should!) get before the (very) tough final year at college starts. Urgh.

I'm so tired nowadays that every morning after I'm at my desk, all I want in the whole wide world is a pillow, a bed and a good few hours.