P1 P2 P3, KILL 'EM!!

Counting down from two weeks,starting 0000 tonight.

Yes, it's gonna be exhausting and depressing all over again.
but i shall fight to stay above the water and not drown myself.

Stay strong and get though this!
You can do it!!! =)

ps: why do i keep dripping water accidentally on my keyboard. now my keyboard goes like this: abcdeg

yes the missing alphabet not working.. =.=

Mixed emotions

Tomorrow will be my last day in NZ. Another crazy fuck year has passed by again. Im having this mixed feelings again, bittersweet. Time flies so quickly its crazy. Nevertheless, I didnt really enjoy the drama and bitching that has occured, especially the recent semester. Im glad, somehow, something has put a halt to all of these shytes. Next year, will be most definitely more challenging. Im assured and I have been told repeatedly.
As for now, I shall be grateful. KL wait for me my love.

how about u?

The inside of me is crying.
And I dont quite knw why.
Its eating me inside, its painful. Have you ever had this feeling?

seems unclear.

please pray for me...

tachyphylaxis

Don't you dare desensitize on me right now, receptors!!! wake up wake up wake up !!!

stressed.

I took this too far...
Hope it doesnt screws up my liver badly. Will text my seniors about the side effects, cuz my bladder is stinging.

Final sucks, doesnt just emotionally mindfuck you , its physically debilitating too.

Difference by mere few hours

and I would be able to meet Sodagreen in Gurney Plaza! Just too bad~ =<

Anyway, am just back from Penang! Every trip of mine to Penang is always either for wedding or cny. Since it isn’t CNY yet for another few months, this time is a wedding of a cousin’s. I actually volunteered to follow mom back to Penang this time, ‘cause the timing’s good (I need a holiday away from home) and I wanna see my cousin sis get married.

The wedding dinners were great, both at hotels. Didn’t take any photos, since my camera’s spoilt and my handphone camera would not do justice to the beautiful decorations.
The groom’s family should be quite well-off, judging from the arrangements of the entire wedding. But I think the groom’s also loving, polite, filial and good looking. Haha…feel happy for my cousin sis. My uncle is a really kind and generous person, always helpful and warm to the entire family.
So I guess the good karma returns in form of blessings to his daughter. =)

Sea view during cocktail session at E&O hotel

Usually I get kinda bored during these kinda family gatherings, because my cousins are all wayyy elder than me. So on top of the fact that we’re not close since we rarely meet, there’s the age gap that makes conversation almost awkward and difficult. But this time is different! I got to know a few of my cousins’ kids. (yes, not only are they married, they have kids as well….thus the huge gap between us)

Hui En

This little girl may look abit stoned here, but she’s like the brightest kid I’ve seen around in a while… and she happened to like me alot haha. Chatted with her for awhile in cousin’s house after the tea ceremony and she started to warm up to me.
Very eager to learn, very fun to teach and converse with, and very cute!

She’s the flower girl for the wedding dinner. She’s been excited bout it for awhile, and we even practiced walking slowly together. But she was nervous when it’s the real thing and ended up walking down the aisle without throwing her flower petals. Haha…

My uncle booked us two studio apartment units at Golden View, which could be interconnected through doors in the middle, to accommodate all of us (around 12 ppl).
Each has 3 rooms with kitchen area and living room. Comfortable and spacious, and it’s really reasonable at a price of around RM220/day on weekdays. But since it’s a serviced apartment there’s a stated minimum stay requirement of at least 30 days. Don’t know how my uncle can book it for only 2 days. Lol.

Our room, with the too-soft pillows.

Dawn.
This reminds me of the neighbourhood view from my primary school.

When we parted this morning, Hui En looked like almost going to cry d, poor girl. I felt surprised yet kinda happy when she looked at me and said
“I love you”. Damn cute la, aih. Miss her all the way back home. She gave me a goodbye kiss on the cheek and I sent her a flying kiss.

The long car drive is the only pain la during the entire trip. 5 hours from Penang to KL. But since we’re not the ones driving, no complaints. Tumpang another uncle’s car =P
So we returned to his home to get our car back.

This is JianChin!

Another cousin’s kid. Befriended him when we stopped by at uncle's house before we left for Penang. Thought he forgot about me after 2 days, apparently not. Came with all hugs and big-eyed stares once I sat at the couch. Haha… he’s so cute that the first thing he asked his aunt when we entered the house was
“ki do lok??” (Hokkien translated: where’ve you been?)

So that concluded my Penang trip with mom. Although the trip to PD was cancelled due to foreseen circumstances, Penang trip was quite nice also. =)
My maternal uncles and aunts always feel more warm compared to my paternal ones, despite we meet so much lesser.

And I realized a few things during this trip:
1) My Hokkien understanding seem to have improved significantly, despite the fact that I can’t speak well. Must be those taiwanese dramas that my mom watches...=.=

2) So there are kids who like me naturally! My paternal side nephews don’t, but maybe that’s because I don’t really like them either haha..no "yuen fan"

3) Timetable’s out! >.<