injustice

i had my 2nd emotional breakdown just now,to date since I've arrived in Dnd

Camera,roll and... action!

Staring blankly at my table clock,my vision slowly deemed into opaque.The hands of the clock remind me so much of pyrazine and then slowly evolved to imide.I rubbed my eyes and it looked so much like a sulfomyl group.
Man, I have two tests tommorow, and an interview/act. And Im nowhere near to stress, its so bad. I keep pushing myself to read the same materials again and again...but most of the time,Im just distracted.My reticular formation activites must have been reduced aye...
In the state of...i-dont-give a shyte on-anything-at-all, judging that I've always been in an endless cycle of arguments with my flatmates, and studied 'relatively' harder than some other BUT scoring lower marks...just kick me off the curb down to the pathetic valley.That's why Im allowed to take some time off now (as always) to procrastinate XP
I can keep complaining but I chose not to.Just because I can,hahaha (no lah...too tired actually).
Btw, I have a role playing tommorw as well, much described by this post's heading.I didnt rehearse my lines at all...it's supposed to be spontaneous anyway,So I just hope that I wont be that nervous,nervous enough to fcuk up my lines.XD And and and and I do hope I dont look effing ugly and retarded on cam.Euw.
Anyhow, wish me luck =)

Lack of Foresight

Sometimes I think I'm such a dum-dum, for being so honest and put my internship completion date at 8th May instead of 30th April. Most of my friends have the sense enough to think bout the rest they could (should!) get before the (very) tough final year at college starts. Urgh.

I'm so tired nowadays that every morning after I'm at my desk, all I want in the whole wide world is a pillow, a bed and a good few hours.

Zz

Reached office at 7.

Broke my personal record, and probably also the record of the entire floor of tax department.
'Cause I arrive in a semi dark office with not a single soul around, and wondering where's the light switch.

Thanks to dad.


Note to self: Must remember to bring my handheld electronic fan. Stuffy~

Change

This morning, I went back to college to borrow some books from the library and to trim my hair at Wangsa Maju.

To my pleasant surprise, I did manage to get a few of the books I’ve been considering whether to buy or not, from the library. Thus, few more bucks saved. Am happy~ I then proceeded to look for my usual hair stylist.

I don’t know why. Perhaps ‘cause I am slightly richer from my internship pay cheques, but my hairstylist managed to persuade me to cut my hair (to such short length) and dye it mahogany red. I might have told some of you quite long ago that I’ve always wanted to cut my hair short or dye my hair red.

Today, I did both. Plus treatment.
And it cost me 20% of my monthly salary. Haha…

And my hair, from dark brown which reached the middle of my back, looks like this now.

(i'm looking down sideways, not my whole face covered by hair ok)

The red’s actually more obvious than shown in the picture, especially when light reflects off it. Thus I was worried of mom’s reaction, who outrightly discouraged me to dye it when I first told her of my intention long long ago.

Funny thing is, she doesn’t even realize it. Good, means I escaped.
But I don’t think I wanna dye it red again anytime soon though, for this hairstyle. ‘cause red doesn’t go well with a lot of colors, take blue for example. I thk it won’t go well with my blue shirts or dress.

Just wanted to try something for a change, after having long hair for few years, you know. =D

p/s: you know how the girls with long hair often feel sad at the thought of parting with their long hair which took them several years to grow? I didn’t feel any of that when I cut my hair. The only thing I felt (and still feeling) is the chill around my neck. From the aircond. The long hair used to keep me warm. (albeit sometimes too warm) Gimme a few days to get used to it. lol.

Enthralled

A few weeks back, my friend all the way from Kuala Lumpur, came over to visit me and was surprised that why I've never bothered to capture these scenics digitally. So I have decided to do so now =)

School of Pharmacy

Central Lib of Uni

Who knows that a local convenience store can multi tasked, catering good fast food too.Good deal aye?

Fave place to dine

My flat =)

Easter Break

Happy gooooood Friday! Ya, I know, it was kinda belated but oh well.

Given a week off is more than what I could ask for,but I've just realised I got 3 papers to sit for the week after the week break.><

Anyway, Im still grateful. Btw, I've got heaps of choco'es in conjuction with easter celebration, wish to share them with u guys by uploading the pictures (cuz this blog is seriously dead boring without any visual stimulants,coloured that is) but too bad, my new lappie do not have a bluetooth device.Shame !

Yea I've got my third laptop (bet tht Denise dont even know abt this =) )

Tata