Resolution List 2009

Resolution List '09

1. Be optimistic.Never let negative thoughts unsurped its role in controlling my whole being.Achieve inner peace by thinking positive.Re-negates the intended evil thoughts that pull me down,so it would be positive.Always sees things in a good way. =)
2. MOtivAte mySeLf from time to time (even if it requires evil deeds or selfishness to do so).Compare myself with others as please academically,and i (others too) will be pleased to see the wealth of my triumphs and strength in persevering.Get motivated =).Compare myself with Manmeet,striving thru in medical studies in a cold merciless environment of Russia.Compare myself with Audrey,Updesh,Cabriz,my cousin sis,Timothy & so on.Compare urself to some idiots who got into those courses tht they dont even deserve to.Compare and feel enlightened.
3. Less serious lah...erm...be happy no matter wat.similar to no.1.sorta.
4. Tone body,LOSE BABY FAT.Be more handsome,=)
5. Be cheerful...dun easily succumb to depression.My life is too glam to stressed for.
6. Love people who deserved my love.
7. Be less mean to ppl.Less evil.At least i shud hide my villainy.Dont let my demon come out to play tht often. =D

Tommorow,which is the new year eve....will be the last day of my teen age.Sigh.Im aging.Yet i feel so childish.

ange ou demon

angel: u stupiddddd bad boy.....go those kinda clubs....clubbing clubbing clubbing,drink multiple glasses of liqour summore har....smoke summore,wan die arrrrrr.Stupid mund.Ethereal konon.Filial son ,ish...

demon: come on,chill lah.let go all of ur pressure....ease ur burden...be freeeeeee....freeeee....u met alot of cute ones dont u? hehehe,2 even asked for ur number....happy lah...got market lah....sell high high la...

Ps/ my ears r still ringing...thanks to the excessively high volume of music.

A dAte with myself

HellO~~ You guys must have missed me since I haven’t blog for quite some time until this whole page is full of Edmund’s posts. No yee it won’t become your blog since I’m back. It’s still ours. Haha…

Let’s see, why I was so busy for the past few weeks? Replacement classes, tests, replacement lectures, assignments, more replacement classes, tests, Christmas! (Thank God), and did I mention replacement classes? And don’t even think that they all end with this year, they are well scheduled into January 2009. -.-“

Anyway, the lazy me always will make time to have fun to make up for all these suffering. Including today, I’ve gone out for shopping spree for 3 times in one week. Hehe… but today I’m on my own. In fact, hanging out alone occasionally was quite fun, since I like spending time with myself and I tend to take time seeking stuffs that I like enough to pay for it. So, shopping alone means lots of freedom, lots of effort on time management (still need to work on that) and sore feet at the end of the day. Lol. But hey, I did manage to get what I came for, so it’s all worth it.

When I was hanging around Pavilion, what’s surprising was that here I was replying Edmund’s sms one minute, and in the next his hand appeared in front of me waving me hi. And I turned to find his whole family standing in front of me. Now that I think about it, it’s kinda creepy. This has happened before, when Ed and I was hanging and bumped into his family. I guess that’s partly because there aren’t that many shopping malls in KL. Still…

Btw I’ve found another talent to add to my list --- gift wrapping!



Look at that, isn’t it beautiful? As if it’s done by a pro. Haha…it's kimyen's belated birthday gift. I handpicked it so i love it, hopefully she'll like it too. Don’t get jealous Edmund. I didn’t wrap yours cuz it was cylinder-shaped and I was short of time. Don’t worry, the next gift u get will be wrapped perfectly. ^^

shit

I hate my parents so much.They just love to compare.

Last Christmas

Things arent going tht well for Denise.And so do i.I just came back from our so-called shopping spree.Its my last Xmas here.And most probably with her too,thats what make me much more sad.I dont feel like blogging emo-ly.Though,our outing today wasnt that bad,just that we didnt bought a thing at all,not as we both expected.I really enjoy being with Denise,the most fun part of the whole plan.LOvE u =)

Camwhoring memories~

Deck the halls~

And now im sitting here,on Xmas eve,listening to Mantovani Orchestra,The most Beautiful Christmas instrumentals.Yup,my all time fave.I should be in Daniel's place for the eve,but heck im dumb enough to decline.Haha,poor me now,spending the night all alone blogging.Rejected a few friends to hang around in BB area too,feels awkward for me if u are hanging wiv the not so familiar crowd,dont u think...Anyways,it isnt too bad though as for now.Tommorow will be exchanging gifts wiv Denise and hang around =)

Presents =) Some are for Denise.Most are mine though =P Thanks Daniel and Mummy for most of d pressie's.

grasping for air...

A calvacade of worries is parading in my head again.Seems like it knows no halt.The same old issues.Indecisive.Plus,Denise kinda annoy the hell out of me.Rejected me not once not twice but nineth time for a date.Sedih.But forgiven lah.At least i can comprehend Daniel's frustration when im having exams previously.Sigh,as i realised the fact that im a loner,a bitter one,im 'enjoying this holiday alone'. Great...i realised the bumpy truth that i dont have many close friends,in fact this veracity surfaces whenever im bored.No one in my contact list can be my possible hang out buddy.Either they are much as strangers to me,or they/me dont give a shyte on each other.It kinda infuriates the hell out of me when i somehow found out that im not invited to some parties or whatsoever events or gathering,just because they will come out with a conclusion that i dont bother to show up.Well,read up on courtesy people~Yea same goes to that dumb perception of me being arrogant and cocky.Being a little introvert does not deviate you to the pretentious side.I just dont socialise as much as some loud ppl do * roll eyes*. Baseless notions such as these picture me as someone rude too.Kudos =) to these people who dont know me well.

Plus,there are some lame people...who wants to get to know me by using the most irritatible way.They keep asking you out when they obviously know you dont want too.They keep rushing you to set a date to meet them when you told them multiple times you are unsure.I dont know how to put them down in words,but the way they insist on knowing me more is downright annoyance.If only they can channel their 'spunky' personality and perseverance on keeping the world green,how much the world would be a better place.
Anyway Xmas is near,hopefully its as merry as we all hope for.Cheers.